dannimelanson

My whole life I have been a victim of the worse kind of temptation.  When others could pass up the extra piece of cake, I had to eat the whole thing.  At Easter I would eat all my chocolate then proceed to eat my sisters.  You get the sad picture.  It is by far the biggest factor on whether I am  going to win this war of the bulge or not.  It is such a vicious mind game that I am so sick of playing.  It always ends in regret and self hatred.  It has always been that evil little voice in my head that I have come to realize will never stop whispering or yelling my name.  It will always be a pain in my huge butt.  I have come to realize though that the smaller the butt the smaller the temptaion will be or at least that’s what I want to believe.  I need to believe that once I get to my ideal weight that the temptation won’t be as fierce anymore.  I am not stupid I know it will always be there but I will be much more aware.  The consequences will be much bigger.  I will not want to ruin all the hard work I have fought for.  It will come with retraining the mind into blocking out that pesky little voice.  I am up for the challenge.  I feel so hopeful.  Thanks for listening to my rantings:)

Well I am not going to whine about being a failure.  I am just posting to say I am back after a very long hiatus and I am going to give it another go.  I hope to eat less and move more and lose lots of unwanted poundage.   I sure have enough to spare.hehehe  I enjoy reading everyone post and I am feeling positive.  Now just to find a way to keep that positive feeling:)

I read this somewhere last week and it has stuck with me because it rang so true to me personally and I am sure it will to all of you too…..”Be Miserable Or Motivate Yourself, It’s Always Your Choice”.  I finally chose not to be miserable.  I finally chose to motivate myself and as many of you as I can. I know you all can relate to my feelings like when I say I feel uncomfortable in my own skin most of you understand exactly what I mean.  I am done being miserable and can’t wait till I see the numbers going down on my scale!!!   You are all wonderful.  Stay Strong and Move forward, no more standing still or looking back:)  We can do this!!!!!!